Good evening people... I'm practicing the song "I Remember" on the guitar... Hopefully one day I'll get to perform it for her. I wish I had a nice voice like Matthew. hahaha... Was looking through some photographs just now... Found 2 photos that had her in them. :P
One was of her sleeping on my bed. She looked so contented. That was all I needed to make my day... The look of contentment. Or just a simple smile. I remember telling her this before. Her cheeks were so chubby and made her look like a little baby...
The other photo was of the CG at Gloria's house... That was the first time I met her. I was struck immediately by her straight-forwardness... She also gave me this feeling that she was trying to impress me. haha. Which reminds me of what Patricia said about her at the airport... Pat said she's been 'leading people on'? The trouble is where does the truth end and the lies start?

You know whats funny? She was always afraid that I might leave her for someone else or I might like another girl... I never did. She left me... Read what Jeshri said when she read my blog. Its good having people who understand but still... It doesn't bring her back.

My sister asked me today whether I want her back or I miss having someone... I said I wanted her back. Touching isn't it? So what if its touching? It doesn't make a difference because she probably won't know how I'm feeling or she can't be bothered... I'm glad that I'm not a short-tempered person by nature... I'm glad that I'm not angry at her. It might seem that I've been cheated or mistreated... But maybe its better to look at it this way. I've gained a relationship with God and He'll never cheat, lie or break his promises. I'm starting to repeat myself...

Eh... Guess what. One month has passed. YAY!!! I survived.

::: Quote of the Day :::
"Just remember you have others who love you very much, and appreciate you as a person."